Take a bow wise lady, love channeled beautifully…because you are open to it 🤗
It is meant to be a long journey so that it truly will build that empathy, compassion and love in experiencing it. And it all comes back to those doubts and negativity from our growing up as children. A blank slate where our parents, or those we love and look up to, unintentionally pass on…well, everything, good and bad, because they know no other way. As you will have to your children…simply because you have no answer yet.
But it is indeed back in that childhood we all must go to find why we closed over, why we had fear, why we have covered our hearts. And that kind lady is the answer to it all. Find the reason for that covering of our hearts, that protecting us from those pains…and you will ‘let go’ in that understanding. Understand ‘anything’ in this world and you will let it go. Understand that one thing that ever drags us around and the freedom it gives is beyond words…because of how long it has held us.
An example…if a great friend starts treating you badly, becoming distant, acting angry towards you…it hurts, you are confused, and something so meaningful becomes painful. Until one day you confront them, and they spiel a story that leaves you gobsmacked. It is actually a lie, in fact they have misconstrued something so badly and pointed the finger at you. But now it has been resolved and understood, that protection you both had over your hearts is now let go in relief…because you now understand. Lifelong fear and doubts are exactly the same…until you talk to the creator of those fears, you will not resolve them and let them go. The difficulty is you must speak to you, find exactly what it is that creates them so that you can understand, and let them go.
But as a child it hurts so much, coming from those you love and look up to. So much so that as you grow up holding these things, its like many things in your childhood that you have forgotten…or choose to because of their pain, that you are left wandering in confusion, not understanding why you feel as you do. Go back, way back into that childhood. In there look for that person/people that trigger that anger, that hurt, that fear. And it will come up in all your relationships, it is the common denominator in them all that they do or act in some way that triggers that pain. Find it way back in that childhood and find its originator…and ask yourself why it makes you feel as you do. It is there that your answer lays.
On the day I saw and finally understood…the tears flowed profusely. And then I understood it all, each and every step is indeed guiding us to this moment…so that we can open, let go, and become that love ever looked for. For it was only ever me holding it at bay. And like so many things in this world, it is a lack that gives us such a profound appreciation when it is found. And you will have found you, as I did.
Big hugs Samantha, your eyes are smiling, that opening is showing so much more light ‘because’ you dared to see 🤗❤️🙏
In Bloom 
Take a bow wise lady, love channeled beautifully…because you are open to it 🤗
It is meant to be a long journey so that it truly will build that empathy, compassion and love in experiencing it. And it all comes back to those doubts and negativity from our growing up as children. A blank slate where our parents, or those we love and look up to, unintentionally pass on…well, everything, good and bad, because they know no other way. As you will have to your children…simply because you have no answer yet.
But it is indeed back in that childhood we all must go to find why we closed over, why we had fear, why we have covered our hearts. And that kind lady is the answer to it all. Find the reason for that covering of our hearts, that protecting us from those pains…and you will ‘let go’ in that understanding. Understand ‘anything’ in this world and you will let it go. Understand that one thing that ever drags us around and the freedom it gives is beyond words…because of how long it has held us.
An example…if a great friend starts treating you badly, becoming distant, acting angry towards you…it hurts, you are confused, and something so meaningful becomes painful. Until one day you confront them, and they spiel a story that leaves you gobsmacked. It is actually a lie, in fact they have misconstrued something so badly and pointed the finger at you. But now it has been resolved and understood, that protection you both had over your hearts is now let go in relief…because you now understand. Lifelong fear and doubts are exactly the same…until you talk to the creator of those fears, you will not resolve them and let them go. The difficulty is you must speak to you, find exactly what it is that creates them so that you can understand, and let them go.
But as a child it hurts so much, coming from those you love and look up to. So much so that as you grow up holding these things, its like many things in your childhood that you have forgotten…or choose to because of their pain, that you are left wandering in confusion, not understanding why you feel as you do. Go back, way back into that childhood. In there look for that person/people that trigger that anger, that hurt, that fear. And it will come up in all your relationships, it is the common denominator in them all that they do or act in some way that triggers that pain. Find it way back in that childhood and find its originator…and ask yourself why it makes you feel as you do. It is there that your answer lays.
On the day I saw and finally understood…the tears flowed profusely. And then I understood it all, each and every step is indeed guiding us to this moment…so that we can open, let go, and become that love ever looked for. For it was only ever me holding it at bay. And like so many things in this world, it is a lack that gives us such a profound appreciation when it is found. And you will have found you, as I did.
Big hugs Samantha, your eyes are smiling, that opening is showing so much more light ‘because’ you dared to see 🤗❤️🙏
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Thank you so much, Mark ❤ ❤ ❤
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