I don’t know if you have heard me speak on how when we are full of our fears we are blinded to so much. Barely going past what is bothering us or stressing us out, kept on a tumbling wheel and seemingly going over and over what they are.
But on my path Spirit would hint at this or that so I could understand my journey. And in that understanding came something very beautiful and profound. Those moments where we feel such a powerful connection with someone or an event, it is almost like we are touching something we ‘know’, some part so strong within us that we are ‘connecting’ with it spiritually. And we are, touching on those parts so strongly because they are those parts we need to understand, for us, for others in sharing them. Sometimes good, sometimes bad. They are all so that we can see and understand that love within us.
I fell in love…really fell deeply in love. Spirit even asked me three times ‘was this where I wanted to be?’, and I said yes realizing that this was going to be a very major part of my understanding. So in I went…and it took me so powerfully in its love…and so abjectly broken in its loss. But they both took me within so lovingly so that I could ‘see’…and understand me within that love, understand that it wasn’t ‘the world out to get me’, but in fact taken to see a beauty beyond words. Because in that pain lives an empathy, compassion and love. Without it is like only knowing one season, never touching three others…only ever knowing hate and not love…ever knowing sadness and not happiness. We must see them all to understand us, and our journey is gifted with our higher selves, Spirit guiding us, and much else so that we can see…understand…and finally be free in the beauty that is through it. All that I ask who come through say that in finally understanding…there isn’t one step that they wished they hadn’t taken. They see that it takes it all to understand…and be free in that unconditional love we will open to, and be glad of it all.
A beautiful post kind lady, you are expressing it well. And yes, it is indeed quite hard, painful and so testing of our hearts. But beyond it is a light, take heart in its direction, even if it feels so difficult. Once you touch it a smile will open within, you will ‘know’ that it does all indeed have a great purpose…and lift your faith and courage beyond words. Because this place doesn’t need words, just that meaning of the love you have ever been seeking. Once you stand within it, all else is but the journey to it ❤️🙏
So amazingly said, Mark!! I absolutely wouldn’t trade any of it because it’s true…I understand that nothing less than all the exact experiences I experienced would have gotten me there. And I’m so grateful. And I’m not scared anymore. Whatever wants to come, can come. Thank you so very much ❤
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I don’t know if you have heard me speak on how when we are full of our fears we are blinded to so much. Barely going past what is bothering us or stressing us out, kept on a tumbling wheel and seemingly going over and over what they are.
But on my path Spirit would hint at this or that so I could understand my journey. And in that understanding came something very beautiful and profound. Those moments where we feel such a powerful connection with someone or an event, it is almost like we are touching something we ‘know’, some part so strong within us that we are ‘connecting’ with it spiritually. And we are, touching on those parts so strongly because they are those parts we need to understand, for us, for others in sharing them. Sometimes good, sometimes bad. They are all so that we can see and understand that love within us.
I fell in love…really fell deeply in love. Spirit even asked me three times ‘was this where I wanted to be?’, and I said yes realizing that this was going to be a very major part of my understanding. So in I went…and it took me so powerfully in its love…and so abjectly broken in its loss. But they both took me within so lovingly so that I could ‘see’…and understand me within that love, understand that it wasn’t ‘the world out to get me’, but in fact taken to see a beauty beyond words. Because in that pain lives an empathy, compassion and love. Without it is like only knowing one season, never touching three others…only ever knowing hate and not love…ever knowing sadness and not happiness. We must see them all to understand us, and our journey is gifted with our higher selves, Spirit guiding us, and much else so that we can see…understand…and finally be free in the beauty that is through it. All that I ask who come through say that in finally understanding…there isn’t one step that they wished they hadn’t taken. They see that it takes it all to understand…and be free in that unconditional love we will open to, and be glad of it all.
A beautiful post kind lady, you are expressing it well. And yes, it is indeed quite hard, painful and so testing of our hearts. But beyond it is a light, take heart in its direction, even if it feels so difficult. Once you touch it a smile will open within, you will ‘know’ that it does all indeed have a great purpose…and lift your faith and courage beyond words. Because this place doesn’t need words, just that meaning of the love you have ever been seeking. Once you stand within it, all else is but the journey to it ❤️🙏
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So amazingly said, Mark!! I absolutely wouldn’t trade any of it because it’s true…I understand that nothing less than all the exact experiences I experienced would have gotten me there. And I’m so grateful. And I’m not scared anymore. Whatever wants to come, can come. Thank you so very much ❤
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And thank you for sharing your journey, a very beautiful and profound journey, to help others through to that love too ❤️🙏
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