It is a bittersweet symphony Samantha, but that very act of falling in love does something very profound. We can’t help ourselves when we fall in love…our heart opens…and whoever we are with reflect back to us all that we are. The love, the happiness, and of course those very raw parts of us too. The unconditional love that is always around us knows we want to understand, so slowly it shows us…us. And of course we are madly in love, so that when something so painful comes back at us it tears apart that openness and closes us back up. We don’t want to face that, we just want to be in that beautiful love part. But unconditional love knows that through that pain lives what we have ever looked for. That love and happiness we have always sought. And once we understand that fear we hold within, we will realize that the love and happiness we ever looked for was in fact our love, our ability to love ourselves and not block it with our fears. And we are in fact trying to find it, but never understood that it was that childhood fear around love that was keeping it at bay. And our greatest loves are the ones that get the closest to us, opening and seeing inside that place we ever look for. The very place we want to be, and as you said, is also the most raw part of us being met. But it wants us to be that beautiful love and will gently, over many relationships, show us a sunrise within like no other. Painful yes, but it is that very rawness that will build an appreciation of what we eventually find inside us. Another great post kind lady, enjoy the reflection you have now found 😀❤️🙏
I AM enjoying it!! Grateful too to find that as I’m reading these back, I’m not attached to the ‘story’ anymore. It doesn’t hurt. I just feel thankful that it happened. Happened ‘for me’ as they say. It just occurred to me that I should read some of your comments too. Would that be ok with you?
Do you mean comments on my site? They are always open to any kind lady, the love I’ve been shown is unconditional and I share it accordingly. There are many things in life that will open us and it is in facing our ‘bits’ that take us exactly where we wish to go. And you have done well Samantha, your writing and video is expressing you in that discovery. I think I mentioned before, it takes a long hard road to reach the top of our mountain…but once there we ‘let go’ all of our ‘load of stuff’ and then begin to see in a much more clear way. Still learning but from that unconditional place, fine tuning what we are into that love we have found. It is in fact a birth, out of something that in itself is a very beautiful journey in hindsight, into that butterfly we have always sought. Enjoy the flight kind lady and have a great day 😀❤️🙏
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It is a bittersweet symphony Samantha, but that very act of falling in love does something very profound. We can’t help ourselves when we fall in love…our heart opens…and whoever we are with reflect back to us all that we are. The love, the happiness, and of course those very raw parts of us too. The unconditional love that is always around us knows we want to understand, so slowly it shows us…us. And of course we are madly in love, so that when something so painful comes back at us it tears apart that openness and closes us back up. We don’t want to face that, we just want to be in that beautiful love part. But unconditional love knows that through that pain lives what we have ever looked for. That love and happiness we have always sought. And once we understand that fear we hold within, we will realize that the love and happiness we ever looked for was in fact our love, our ability to love ourselves and not block it with our fears. And we are in fact trying to find it, but never understood that it was that childhood fear around love that was keeping it at bay. And our greatest loves are the ones that get the closest to us, opening and seeing inside that place we ever look for. The very place we want to be, and as you said, is also the most raw part of us being met. But it wants us to be that beautiful love and will gently, over many relationships, show us a sunrise within like no other. Painful yes, but it is that very rawness that will build an appreciation of what we eventually find inside us. Another great post kind lady, enjoy the reflection you have now found 😀❤️🙏
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I AM enjoying it!! Grateful too to find that as I’m reading these back, I’m not attached to the ‘story’ anymore. It doesn’t hurt. I just feel thankful that it happened. Happened ‘for me’ as they say. It just occurred to me that I should read some of your comments too. Would that be ok with you?
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Do you mean comments on my site? They are always open to any kind lady, the love I’ve been shown is unconditional and I share it accordingly. There are many things in life that will open us and it is in facing our ‘bits’ that take us exactly where we wish to go. And you have done well Samantha, your writing and video is expressing you in that discovery. I think I mentioned before, it takes a long hard road to reach the top of our mountain…but once there we ‘let go’ all of our ‘load of stuff’ and then begin to see in a much more clear way. Still learning but from that unconditional place, fine tuning what we are into that love we have found. It is in fact a birth, out of something that in itself is a very beautiful journey in hindsight, into that butterfly we have always sought. Enjoy the flight kind lady and have a great day 😀❤️🙏
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